Yeah so it has been forever since I have been on here but i will fill in whoever still reads this because  I still need to vent a little....

So I was used and in the worst way... that FAGGOT used me to make his Ex girlfriend who is the nastiest redhedded cunt ever... jealous!!! and all the while I let everyhting he did wrong go... like how when I caught him looking at Gay porn on the internet he lied and made up some bullshit excuse about somthing that happened to him when he was younger .... I let that go and when I found out that he was subscribed to like eight different gay dating sights and paying hundreds of dollars to talk to a bunch of other gay gus... I ignored it when I found out that he was talking to that loose ass redhedded bitch, or as most people know her... Jessica Sexton who not only squatted a one liter at newyears but was also fisted by her faggot boyfriend... and liked it!!!!!! yeah I guess that this ugly cunt slept around on him with some fat mexican named stino...or some shit like that who worked with her but also slept around with all of chris's "friends" and lied about chris's dad who is one of the most respectable men I've ever met.....  anyways I was in a 6 month blind spot and for some god awful reason let everything that go thought maybe just maybe he would change... but i guess it's kinda hard to grow a real dick and growup overnight. Yep ladies it's a whole 4 inches... HARD!!!! all my friends already know all this though because the cunt that he thinks is so faithful to him really went back and not only told all of his friends about everything from his little dick to him being gay but she also slept with everyone she told because obviously that Faggot couldnt please her.... but then again i guess it would be kinda hard to please someone who can squat a oneliter huh. all I know is that he used me for almost 6 months and it was my stupidit for staying with him because the entire time he was waiting for that nasty cunt to offer him a position between her open legs and as soon as she did I was cut out.... untill a week later when he came begging me back but by that time I had alreay talked to all of the people that used to be his friends untill he used His dads Truck and trailer to steal Tim Houtz's Tronco and when he almost got caught he lied and blamed eveything on the few friends he had left.... and they had told me all about chris and all his dirty little secrets.....   there are so manythings that I could put on here to make his small fucked p world come tumbling down... but I'm better than that... what I put down today was nothing.... his family doesnt even know the truth about anything.... isnt that sad..... oh and if Jessica Sexton or Chris Beair Are reading this  both of you have it coming and have no idea what I am capable of... Im not making threats but i am letting you know that nothing you can do will ever get to me and I am so over all that petty bullshit drama all little girls do is talk and all youa nd chris are... are littler girls... so grow a dick and quit being a whore and maybe your families wouldnt have disowned you... I dare you to say somthing back... go ahead and see what happens... I will let everything out.   but anyways have a nice day.

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Nikki

                    5 MONTHS AND STILL GOING STRONG

  I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER BEAIR

My nephew...you cant deny he's the cutest thing youve ever seen!!!

Thanksgiving was a blast... Chris took me all the way up to Detroit so I could see my sister! we only got to stay there for  a few hours but it was fun and my sister said that she really liked Chris... which almost never happens!!! after we left we stopped over at his moms house on the way home and visited with her for awhile... she ended up leaving a really long message on Chris's cell saying how she really liked me and how good we were for eachother!!! I could have cried!!!  Then on saturday we celebrated again with all of his family in Indiana... that was a lot of fun too!!!  My Foster mom has been really cool about us seeing eachother and everything, so every wednesday or thursday he picks me up and then he'll bring me back on sunday. So it's not nearly as bad as I thought it would be. It will be two months for us on december 2nd!!!

 31 Days and 754 hours until my birthday!